archive #006

livejournal 07-04-2007

See a falling star where the birds do scream.
Red fox cross your path and drive for the red moon

The beach is delightfully beautiful in the evening. Look away from the land and you see stars, still less than we should see if it weren’t for all the light, but the idea of them still existing somewhere up there while we’re blinded for them by our own projection. The red moon was beautiful on the way back, but my moment of delight was seeing a wild fox, here quite near people. For a city-bred girl like me such occasions have a need to be treasured. The movie we went to beforehand, was slightly less appealing, a feel good romantic comedy, nice from time to time, but my preference lies with more serious dramas. Conversation was good, a lovely philosophy on the function of relationships. Yes function, I believe no relationship goes without having a function or need of one another, this need can be specified in many things, pleasure, need to care, need to be cared for, need of company, need of support, need of a challenge, relationships formed on different functions will have different dynamics, and when one stops finding a need for the other it will not work. Often these needs go unbalanced, unalike for both parties, but I got assured I have no obligation to care or need, which feels nice. Ah well I might elaborate on the subject later.